Confessions

1) I am about to commit a sin. or rather im planning to

2) I think ive always let my emotional state control everything

3) I dont believe in true love. I only believe in short term happiness.

4) I am not sure of how i truely feel right naw. i dont noe whats real n whats unreal anymore.

5) I am partly broken. n it seems, all these years, ive only manage to seal the wound n not heal it.

6) I swear that i will never let anyone break my heart ever again.

7) The consequence from that is i cant seem to let myself love anyone 100% anymore.

8) I have trouble seeing other people success.

9) Only to make me put more effort to work harder.

10) I am very bad at Bahasa Melayu.

11) I want my children to be superb in English.

12) I actually hate Malays. eventho i am 75% Malay. That doesnt mean i like Chinese.

13) I cant stand Malay thinkings n whatever topics they have to converse with others.

14) I was brought up by my family in the open-minded way. So, no one can ever blame me for this.

15) If i had to choose, i would marry an Indian rather than a chinese.

16) anti-poligami

17) Harap kau puas hati.

18) I am not afraid to admit my flaws.

19) I hate people who like to bring up racism issues. as so religious issues.

20) I used to unsure of what i wanted in life. This year, im totally sure. and it does not involve men.

21) I am the cause for some other people's pain n misery.

22) I only say sorry when ive done something wrong. If ive said it to u, just because i was being forced to or whatever, then im sorry to say, uve been punked.

23) I believe that i can never be too nice to people. This world is just a game. The sooner u give in, the sooner ull get out.

24) I have no idea why its hard for me to be friends with girls. Girls are freakin backstabbers.

25) Its also hard to be friends with guys. By the end of the month, he'll say "i love u". so there goes the friendship right into the drain.

26) I hate n love my ex Bf at the same time. naw thats twisted.

27) I wanna move on but i dont know how?

28) Everytime i think of what he has done, i feel hatred n it keeps on boiling up inside.

29) Scorpios are revengeful. but i have passed that stage. i think.

30) It took me 2 hours to write down my 30th confession. i was thinking hard, n yes..i do love him =)